got some company today
yes, I'm not the loneliest person in the world. I do have friends who visit me spontaniously. Kimmy came by and then Will also made a visit. But I didn't take a picture of him, only of Kimmy coz he had bought a nice new jacket. Well, actually Will had also bought a new jacket but it wasn't very nice. just kidding, it was. No, it wasn't.Something very random, coz I never say random things, it's like all the time, I can't keep my mouth shut. Anyways, something random, my fingernails are quite long at the time coz I forgot to cute them, and I did some painting (hahaha) on them and I have to say, I don't get how people can have long fingernails. It's really hard (that's what she said), coz everything is more difficult. I can't type correctly because my nails are in the way. Huge important problem. I guess I ramble of all the sugar. Haha, funny story. the worst high school experiance was when I was suppose to spell "sugar" on the white board infront of my new class and I wrote "suger" instead. The funny thing is that "suger" in swedish means "suck" not like "you suck" more in a "I suck on lollipops" or other long-shaped things, you can imagine. and as I went to take my seat I realized the misstake I made and was so embarrased. Traumatic experience. ok, not so funny story.
oh, gosh I feel sick
I ate to many marshmallows.
or in this case Cham-allows? Chamallows.
(Believe it or not, but I actually didn't eat all of them. When we made our schedule for next month at work, we all at a bunch but of course I had to have some for dessert.)
Happy B-day, my dearest Li!
I wrote you an email, but you deserve more notice.
I wish you the best in everything, you deserve the world and more.
I'm so thankful of your friendship and your existence.
I wish we could meet again soon, who knows maybe in Korea next year? or I'll go to Beijing after Korea.
I miss you so much, all of our dinners, talks, walks...
You're one cool guy, never doubt yourself couse you're awesome in every way.
Love
/Cecilia
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LI!!!!
I wish you the best in everything, you deserve the world and more.
I'm so thankful of your friendship and your existence.
I wish we could meet again soon, who knows maybe in Korea next year? or I'll go to Beijing after Korea.
I miss you so much, all of our dinners, talks, walks...
You're one cool guy, never doubt yourself couse you're awesome in every way.
Love
/Cecilia
Good Times
I'm a huge fan of youtube. big fan since 2008. I know I'm a bit slow. I subscribe to my favourite Youtube-stars and I can always find something funny. I uploaded 3 vidz so far, not great videos, I don't even know why I did that.
anyways, about a year ago me and my best friend Will were always watching musicvideos, coz we didn't have Spotify. the really mean thing is that he hacked in to my account (I forgot to log out) and wrote weird comments on different songs. I got tons of replies. here are some:
sweet thom yorke(true love waits):
acjjt
I touch myself to every Depeche Mode song
anyways, about a year ago me and my best friend Will were always watching musicvideos, coz we didn't have Spotify. the really mean thing is that he hacked in to my account (I forgot to log out) and wrote weird comments on different songs. I got tons of replies. here are some:
sweet thom yorke(true love waits):
acjjt
I touch myself to every Depeche Mode song
greeborhys
thats fine by me... you go ahead and do that
Josh Groban singing Chess song:
acjjt
This is not his song he stole it from sweden!!!!! Asshole!!!!
jmacvideo
he's not saying it's his song. its ok for singers to sing other songs. And it's from Chess the musical by Tim Rice.
Another video with mr Groban:
acjjt
This ass hole stole every thing from sweden it is not his song.
joefan89
no one said it was his song, he's just singing it. Don't have a cow!
the Killers - read my mind:
acjjt
i think lady gaga is much better thean the killers, you?
lazylizard15
is that a joke?
the Killers - why do I keep counting (Halo pics and the Killers' song):
acjjt
Is Halo in the killers?
stefanclone
say what?
thats fine by me... you go ahead and do that
Josh Groban singing Chess song:
acjjt
This is not his song he stole it from sweden!!!!! Asshole!!!!
jmacvideo
he's not saying it's his song. its ok for singers to sing other songs. And it's from Chess the musical by Tim Rice.
Another video with mr Groban:
acjjt
This ass hole stole every thing from sweden it is not his song.
joefan89
no one said it was his song, he's just singing it. Don't have a cow!
the Killers - read my mind:
acjjt
i think lady gaga is much better thean the killers, you?
lazylizard15
is that a joke?
the Killers - why do I keep counting (Halo pics and the Killers' song):
acjjt
Is Halo in the killers?
stefanclone
say what?
another nice person who messaged me:
hoi
idiot u cant read hah ha u are so pathetic circus by britney spears idiot look at face is obvious u are idiot cause u dont know how to read and i know ur mom cant read too ur family is pathetic and pls be quiet and just die
Internet is pretty mean. How can all these people stand all the bad comments? I laugh everytime I get a respond from youtube, coz I didn't write anything and laughing about people getting so upset, when I clearly wasn't serious - it wasn't even me, it's Will.
this blog, for example, I think my readersbas consist of 3 people so I don't have any haters yet, so I wouldn't know how to respond to people being mean to me. how do people deal with it?
Siesta
something that I love about myself is that I have absolutely no shame about taking naps.
some people find sudoku relaxing, I prefer to sleep.
the weird thing is that I never go to my bed for my nap.
I guess I'm so lazy that I don't have the energy to get up from my deskchair and take those painful 3 steps to my bed.
So instead I get my feet up on the desk and if I have a blanket in reach (I wish I had a snuggie) I'll put that on my tired body.
then zzzzzz.....
the thing about me is that if I'm tired, there's no way of keeping me up.
I will fall asleep no matter where I am, what I do and so on.
I wish I could share some photographs, but how would that go?
I mean, is it even possible for me to take pictures of myself sleeping?
maybe if I'm sleep-photographing. *genius!
some people find sudoku relaxing, I prefer to sleep.
the weird thing is that I never go to my bed for my nap.
I guess I'm so lazy that I don't have the energy to get up from my deskchair and take those painful 3 steps to my bed.
So instead I get my feet up on the desk and if I have a blanket in reach (I wish I had a snuggie) I'll put that on my tired body.
then zzzzzz.....
the thing about me is that if I'm tired, there's no way of keeping me up.
I will fall asleep no matter where I am, what I do and so on.
I wish I could share some photographs, but how would that go?
I mean, is it even possible for me to take pictures of myself sleeping?
maybe if I'm sleep-photographing. *genius!
Zooming out...or is it in?
I don't know about you but I tend to zoom out when I have a conversation with people.
Don't get me wrong, it's not that it's so boring that my mind floats away...
well, sorta. sometimes people are really boring.
No, just kidding.
I zoom out wheater you're speaking of tapeworms or lifechanging events. Just a bad habbit that I have. My friend compared me to J.D. in scrubs, which is rather fattering. I do like those appletinis.
anyways, it looks like this (now I'm about to illustrate it even though it would be better to videotape it so you get the feeling, but I'm not that technical, those videos I posted on youtube happend by accident).
Random dude: "...so I was thinking about when my cat died, and suddenly I was weeping like a child...."
Me (in my head): "Oh, my gosh, that's so bad...I really love Michael Jackson, why couldn't people just leave him alone. I mean, he loves children, not in that way, in a more lovable, non-creepy way. and the papparazzis, think of princess Di, see what you people do. Lady Gaga is really an icon. She's like Madonna, world breaking and wonderful, a wonderful, wonderful woman..."
Random dude (still talking): "then I when to the graveyard where all my cats are, I fell down on my knees and prayed for healing..."
Me (still in my head): "when you call my name it's like a little prayer, I'm down on my knee I want to take you there...or is it? maybe I should google the lyrics and get the chords so I can play it on my guitar."
Random dude: "but then my mum gave me another kitten and I felt so much better, you know what I'm saying?"
Me: "Yeah."
Two seconds later:
Me: "I'm sorry, what?"
Don't get me wrong, it's not that it's so boring that my mind floats away...
well, sorta. sometimes people are really boring.
No, just kidding.
I zoom out wheater you're speaking of tapeworms or lifechanging events. Just a bad habbit that I have. My friend compared me to J.D. in scrubs, which is rather fattering. I do like those appletinis.
anyways, it looks like this (now I'm about to illustrate it even though it would be better to videotape it so you get the feeling, but I'm not that technical, those videos I posted on youtube happend by accident).
Random dude: "...so I was thinking about when my cat died, and suddenly I was weeping like a child...."
Me (in my head): "Oh, my gosh, that's so bad...I really love Michael Jackson, why couldn't people just leave him alone. I mean, he loves children, not in that way, in a more lovable, non-creepy way. and the papparazzis, think of princess Di, see what you people do. Lady Gaga is really an icon. She's like Madonna, world breaking and wonderful, a wonderful, wonderful woman..."
Random dude (still talking): "then I when to the graveyard where all my cats are, I fell down on my knees and prayed for healing..."
Me (still in my head): "when you call my name it's like a little prayer, I'm down on my knee I want to take you there...or is it? maybe I should google the lyrics and get the chords so I can play it on my guitar."
Random dude: "but then my mum gave me another kitten and I felt so much better, you know what I'm saying?"
Me: "Yeah."
Two seconds later:
Me: "I'm sorry, what?"
or? yes!
I don't know what you guys, but I always answer an "or"-question with "yes". People tend to get really annoyed when I do that which I think is a bit premature.
Like:
Random dude: "Hey acjjt, do you want icecream for lunch or sushi?"
Me: "Yes."
Random dude: "wot? you can's say yes to both! WHICH ONE IS IT YO MOFO?!!!"
yeah... my friends aren't that nice...
I think it's pretty obvious.
Hello, I'm lactosintollerant, of course I would love to have some yummy icecream for lunch and then puke all over you.
So I would chose sushi.
wot?
Just because I'm Asian, I would naturally choose sushi?!
You're such a rasist!
Just kidding
not really
ppl are such rasists.
anyway. I'm done with my english test. Yep, did it yesterday.
how did it go?
well, what can I say?
I'm a natural, Enlish is my kind of lanuage.
no, it went pretty well I think.
Like:
Random dude: "Hey acjjt, do you want icecream for lunch or sushi?"
Me: "Yes."
Random dude: "wot? you can's say yes to both! WHICH ONE IS IT YO MOFO?!!!"
yeah... my friends aren't that nice...
I think it's pretty obvious.
Hello, I'm lactosintollerant, of course I would love to have some yummy icecream for lunch and then puke all over you.
So I would chose sushi.
wot?
Just because I'm Asian, I would naturally choose sushi?!
You're such a rasist!
Just kidding
not really
ppl are such rasists.
anyway. I'm done with my english test. Yep, did it yesterday.
how did it go?
well, what can I say?
I'm a natural, Enlish is my kind of lanuage.
no, it went pretty well I think.
- lost myself in the Listening test, but I think I had some things right.
- reading test was pretty boring, about otters and ice.
- writing test, pew... I failed, most definitely. which is terrible cos I think that writing is the only thing that I really like and will pursue.
- speakingtest: I was so freakin nervous that I was hyperventilating. Made some inappropriate jokes, stubbled over word, studdered, mumbled....yeah....*sigh
da Blazer
I saw this post and I thought of my own Blazer.
I bought my first and loved one this Spring and I've never looked back.
I always describe it as my "realxed blazer" - a Blaxer.
Anyways it's an all-around garment.
To school w/jeansshhirt, a colourfull vest/undershirt or a hoodie
or if I do the corporatething I choose a more fancy vest/undershirt in light pink or white shirt, sundress during the summer and if I go clubbing I wear a dress.
My shoes, I have my pimped converse, sandals, high heels, ballerinas or boots.
and I'm all about the accessorize, so necklaces, bags, scarfs, braces/suspenders, bracelets, rings or feathers in my ears, diadems in my hair or headbands, but I didn't have the energy to take pics of it. I do have to study. but for the future I will post something that is all about the accessorize.
I bought my first and loved one this Spring and I've never looked back.
I always describe it as my "realxed blazer" - a Blaxer.
Anyways it's an all-around garment.
To school w/jeansshhirt, a colourfull vest/undershirt or a hoodie
or if I do the corporatething I choose a more fancy vest/undershirt in light pink or white shirt, sundress during the summer and if I go clubbing I wear a dress.
My shoes, I have my pimped converse, sandals, high heels, ballerinas or boots.
and I'm all about the accessorize, so necklaces, bags, scarfs, braces/suspenders, bracelets, rings or feathers in my ears, diadems in my hair or headbands, but I didn't have the energy to take pics of it. I do have to study. but for the future I will post something that is all about the accessorize.
Have you seen Glee, season 2???
Sometimes life is good!
Still Got Rice?
Autumn shopping
This rainy boring day
I thought of things I need for the winter and autumn
I already have a winterjacket
but accessories is always fun
I thought of things I need for the winter and autumn
I already have a winterjacket
but accessories is always fun
All pics from Girlsholic
websites for inspiration:
http://stylezi.com/
http://www.cocobonny.com/index.php
FIASCO!
the election is on.
and what can I say?
great, SD is now here to stay.
wtf?!
are you guy's serious?!
c'mon!
how could this happen?!
and what can I say?
great, SD is now here to stay.
wtf?!
are you guy's serious?!
c'mon!
how could this happen?!
I'm so freakin healthy
lunch
Sunday morning
It's not just sunday.
It's voting time!
there's a election going on.
I don't know if you've heard of it, har har...
so off to do some good
It's voting time!
there's a election going on.
I don't know if you've heard of it, har har...
so off to do some good
Love This
K-fashion
as the frekvent user of fb as I am. I "liked" Yesstyle. and there I found a really nice blog. I've linked to it at the sidebar, but it deserved it's own post. Here it is.
I'm not really following the trends.
I dress after my mood.
but I really love K-fashion.
even though I'm more preppy these days.
I don't know what I'm talking about.
I'm so freakn tired
to to summerize:
K-fashion. preppy. tired.
I'm not really following the trends.
I dress after my mood.
but I really love K-fashion.
picture from http://www.yesstyle.com/blog/
bright colours and accessories mixed with an attitude.even though I'm more preppy these days.
I don't know what I'm talking about.
I'm so freakn tired
to to summerize:
K-fashion. preppy. tired.
And so the studentlife begins...
breakfast: banana, yoghurt and energydrink.
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My life these days
work and studies
combine them together and you know where to find me
I live such an amazing life these days
Paparazzis ganging up on me
Just chilln at work
Then I look outside
wot?
I can't even go to work without my picture's taken
wtf
Then I look outside
wot?
I can't even go to work without my picture's taken
wtf
so freaken shy or insecure
I have this problem.
when it comes to guys I get shy.
really shy.
so when I meet an attractive guy
I stare at my feet coz they're so damn interesting.
I hesitate.
and I say nothing.
thinking to myself:
"I'm so funny"
and laughing in my head.
still starring at my feet.
Why?
when it comes to guys I get shy.
really shy.
so when I meet an attractive guy
I stare at my feet coz they're so damn interesting.
I hesitate.
and I say nothing.
thinking to myself:
"I'm so funny"
and laughing in my head.
still starring at my feet.
Why?
Strange
my thought: it's autumn
5 minutes later...
my thought: wot?
Housingtrouble in Lund as always
Wellingtons and Lund
It was rainy today
Lund can be pretty beautiful
at my first favourite coffeshop in Lund
Sometimes I get really mad at myself
coz for somehow I don't allow myself to be angry, annoyed, irritated and so on coz I'm, I guess I'm too considerent of not treating people like shit just coz I feel like shit.
and I guess also that I'm too shy to show how I feel.
I really hate that about myself.
sometimes I wish that I could be one of those people that just blow up coz someone forgot to clean a spoon.
or one of those people who has to show every single emotion just coz they want to and can.
I'm more quiet, mumbles "I'm fine", and thinking to myself that I just want go home and close the door, not slam the door, just close it nicely.
today is one of those days where I feel so weird. my temper is no existing for some reason. not good. I'm working in the library so I hope it will go well. SEE! there you go. I'm worrying about the library instead of myself.
I just want to go home.
or blow up.
and I guess also that I'm too shy to show how I feel.
I really hate that about myself.
sometimes I wish that I could be one of those people that just blow up coz someone forgot to clean a spoon.
or one of those people who has to show every single emotion just coz they want to and can.
I'm more quiet, mumbles "I'm fine", and thinking to myself that I just want go home and close the door, not slam the door, just close it nicely.
today is one of those days where I feel so weird. my temper is no existing for some reason. not good. I'm working in the library so I hope it will go well. SEE! there you go. I'm worrying about the library instead of myself.
I just want to go home.
or blow up.
Christmas!
Sunday bloody sunday
More like Sunday Medium Sunday.
The Corridor barbecued.
I like my meat rare/medium.
Funny story, we didn't remember "rare" once so we called it bloody.
I think the waiter understood.
Ok, maybe not so funny story.
Many might not know that I used to draw and paint when I was a kid.
A lot.
I dreamed of a job where I could draw all day.
But I never dreamed of becoming an artist.
I just wanted to draw and paint.
Anyway, life came along and I havn't been drawing since...well, a long time ago.
I'm not good, I used to be.
Hopefully it will come back.
Anyway, this is what I did (don't judge me! ;p):
The Corridor barbecued.
I like my meat rare/medium.
Funny story, we didn't remember "rare" once so we called it bloody.
I think the waiter understood.
Ok, maybe not so funny story.
Many might not know that I used to draw and paint when I was a kid.
A lot.
I dreamed of a job where I could draw all day.
But I never dreamed of becoming an artist.
I just wanted to draw and paint.
Anyway, life came along and I havn't been drawing since...well, a long time ago.
I'm not good, I used to be.
Hopefully it will come back.
Anyway, this is what I did (don't judge me! ;p):
secret project I'm working on.
when I head this motto, I was like: "LAME!"
but now it grew on me.
I wish I could do that.
I will try that.
False eyelashes and mineral powder tryout
As the beauty guru I am, I bought some fun stuff this summer and today was the day to see if it was a bargain or a waste of money.
the mineral powder I didn't have any expectations so I was kinda like, who cares? but now when I tried it, OMG! it was AWESOME! I do not kid. at all. really. sarcasam is not my cup of tea. for real. the powder was pretty good. definitly a thumbs up for me.
the fake lashes.
wow!
dang, my real lashes got glued to the skin. uncomfortable.
This post is not brought to you by Rimmel or any lashcompanies.
Happy New Year
It's a special day today.
9/11 - who could forget.
BUT also:
It's the Ethiopion New Year's!
HAPPY NEW YEAR, everybody!
9/11 - who could forget.
BUT also:
It's the Ethiopion New Year's!
HAPPY NEW YEAR, everybody!
Lesson of the night...
...I still hate football/soccer.
no, the evening was pretty tight.
some friends from old times showed up.
well, we see each other every day, so not that old times.
old times from yesterday.
Some brewskies with the huskies.
no, the evening was pretty tight.
some friends from old times showed up.
well, we see each other every day, so not that old times.
old times from yesterday.
Some brewskies with the huskies.
Beer from my friends TGI Friday party.
4 friends and 3 beers
never gets old
Love thy neighbour
Yesterday was a good day.
I walked into the kitchen and the foreman of the corridor's gf had made cinnamon rolls.
defrosting a chicken next to the freshly baked rolles, hygienic.
Sometimes I get scared of myself...
...coz I'm so awesome.
Important
red ball at the gas station
I'm a disgrace for women everywhere
Did french manicure
Felt very fancy and preppy
BUT
the tomboy in me had other plans
I had to ruin it with my eager to dress fast and make bento for work
So...
Felt very fancy and preppy
BUT
the tomboy in me had other plans
I had to ruin it with my eager to dress fast and make bento for work
So...
My new toys
Do you remember?
Sometimes I hate breakfast...
...not today.
Lesson of the day
I'm not perfect - I forfeit.
Long time no see
I met an old friend of mine today, William.
He's back.
Kinda nice.
Both are different from last time.
A lot has changed.
It's not the same.
Which is great.
He's back.
Kinda nice.
Both are different from last time.
A lot has changed.
It's not the same.
Which is great.
I nearly didn't survive
So today was an exhausting day. I worked at the Hälsningsgille at AF buliding. A welcome-thing for the new students. It was such a madness. I hid. I didn't dare to move cause then they might have taken me too. Free stuff attracts students. We had some candy - which was gone after 30 min, pens - gone after 1 h, keyneckleses - we had plenty but after a while we ran out of those too. I recorded the crazyness.
excited, not suspecting what to come...
before...
during...
ppl are crazy...
after...
at the preview for Brooklyn's finest
Victoriatheater, Malmö
Alone again, naturally
My lodger has moved out.
It was really crowded in my room, not a lot of space. We drank lots of tea. Cooked great meals.
Now I sit here, alone. Thinking of that time. Reminiscing. with a bowl of rice (yes that rice) and soup. alone.
(I actually really like to live along, being alone. I didn't think it would go very well with my friend living at my place for a couple of days coz I know myself. I don't like company. I hate people (please understand irony). But it was kinda nice but happy to have my room to myself.)
It was really crowded in my room, not a lot of space. We drank lots of tea. Cooked great meals.
Now I sit here, alone. Thinking of that time. Reminiscing. with a bowl of rice (yes that rice) and soup. alone.
(I actually really like to live along, being alone. I didn't think it would go very well with my friend living at my place for a couple of days coz I know myself. I don't like company. I hate people (please understand irony). But it was kinda nice but happy to have my room to myself.)
