Sometimes I get really mad at myself
coz for somehow I don't allow myself to be angry, annoyed, irritated and so on coz I'm, I guess I'm too considerent of not treating people like shit just coz I feel like shit.
and I guess also that I'm too shy to show how I feel.
I really hate that about myself.
sometimes I wish that I could be one of those people that just blow up coz someone forgot to clean a spoon.
or one of those people who has to show every single emotion just coz they want to and can.
I'm more quiet, mumbles "I'm fine", and thinking to myself that I just want go home and close the door, not slam the door, just close it nicely.
today is one of those days where I feel so weird. my temper is no existing for some reason. not good. I'm working in the library so I hope it will go well. SEE! there you go. I'm worrying about the library instead of myself.
I just want to go home.
or blow up.
and I guess also that I'm too shy to show how I feel.
I really hate that about myself.
sometimes I wish that I could be one of those people that just blow up coz someone forgot to clean a spoon.
or one of those people who has to show every single emotion just coz they want to and can.
I'm more quiet, mumbles "I'm fine", and thinking to myself that I just want go home and close the door, not slam the door, just close it nicely.
today is one of those days where I feel so weird. my temper is no existing for some reason. not good. I'm working in the library so I hope it will go well. SEE! there you go. I'm worrying about the library instead of myself.
I just want to go home.
or blow up.
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