@cjjt

My lovely parents are now in Dam. I'm super excited.
It's actually kinda funny.
Their English is....questionable...and slow...
But they'll manage.
I was very scared when I left them on the tram to their hotel.
Imagine two confusing Swedish people walking around in Amstedam.
Okay, maybe not so funny.
But you don't know my folks.
Anyway, tonight we had unlimited spare ribs.
Freakin Awesome!
I'm so full right now.
Meatcoma.
Here comes the meat sweat.

My dear friend Kimmy gave me a farwell gift. I loooove it!

It's been a really fun day, but also sad. I had a full day with friends to say goodbye for now. First with Kimmy, a old childhood friend and we went shopping at Nove Lund. Then my closest friends in Lund from my old dorm came over for dinner, handball and poker. Joel, Erivs and Eric, I'm gonna miss those guys. We've been through a lot, a lot of party memories amongst others. But they will probably come and visit. Otherwise I'm not sure when I'm ever going to see them again. After Amsterdam, I will be back in Gothenburg for the summer, then I hopefully will go to USA for one year and then back to Lund again. By that time they all will have graduated, except Joel, who's already working. Hopefully he's still in Skåne. But I'm pretty sure we'll talk on Facebook and Skype.

I remember when I came to Lund as a young 20-something in 2007. Naive and very differenet person from whom I am now. In 2 days I'll be 25.
I found this map when I was packing. I used to walk around the first time with it looking like typical exchangestudent from Asia. During my 3½ years here a lot of people think I'm here for exchange and speak English to me, which irritated my before, now I just laugh and start speaking Swedish. But now I'll be an exchangestudent for real.

I'm almost start realizing that I'm going.
Not totally, but gradually.

Yesterday when my dad picked my up at the station and headed home, my mum had prepared dinner for us coz she worked in the evening.
She had a post it on the table.

Saying: Welcome home, there's soup, bread and cheese in the fridge.
hugs Mama.

in the fridge a post it, where it said: Soup to Cecilia and Papa.

Really sweet.

Just had the perfect date.

I know I always joke around and pretty much everything I say is ironic, sarcastic or not serious, at all.
But this post I want to be a bit honest and serious.
For real.
There are certain people in this world that are important to me.
They are always there for me, supporting me, helping out with stuff that challenges me.
You know who you are.
One of them is reading this blog so I hopw that he gets that it him I am talking about. We had a rough patch but now we are better friends than ever. He has a certain diet that I find interesting and lives in Europe.
The other one is probably not reading this blog, just sometimes. He lives across the street and is a dear friend.
Another person, who I haven't seen for almost one year, due to geographical distance. He lives on the other side of the world. I miss you.

Just so you guys know.

Lately I had a lot of friends of mine consulting me about relationships. It's pretty much the same - pain. Great pain when it ends. All I can do is relate and apply with my own experience and all I can say is, time. All you can do is give it time. Dwell is also a good idea.

One of my friends said to me "You must be sick of me, I always complain about boys. You have real problems with your seach, but all I do is dwell about stupid love stuff."
I said to her that her problems are equal to mine, just because it's about boys doesn't make it any less worthy. Problems are problems no matter what they're about because they matter to you.

But I can understand her point.

I wrote you an email, but you deserve more notice.


I wish you the best in everything, you deserve the world and more.
I'm so thankful of your friendship and your existence.
I wish we could meet again soon, who knows maybe in Korea next year? or I'll go to Beijing after Korea.
I miss you so much, all of our dinners, talks, walks...
You're one cool guy, never doubt yourself couse you're awesome in every way.
Love
/Cecilia