@cjjt

Just read some old post from this blog and realized how things change.
I don't know what to say.
I can't speak.
There's so much I wanna say.
But yet, I cannot say the words.
I'm too overwhelmed.

For those who read this blog since I started have been following me struggling with applications to make my dream come true. Between the jokes and the irony, I hope you could feel my longing and desire but also my fight to get my dreams come true.

Now, I'm living in Amsterdam.
I have a wonderful life with new friends that I can call my family.
I got accepted to UCSD.
Maybe you can get your dreams.
I didn't know that.

oh, btw. I'm updating more now.
I will at least try.
And I will also try to be funny.
Wish me luck.