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ok, don't beat it until you've tried it.
I took a small bite just to see if it was as disgusting as I remembered it.
Well, what can I say?
It's actually wasn't that bad.
Not eatable, but I could still digest it.
Look at it.

I don't know about you guys but Aladdin and Paradis chocolate boxes are highly overrated.
But I don't like Aladdin because it's dark chocolate.
I don't do grownup shit like that.

So Paradis is the one for me.
There's one piece that is ok, but when you get them you eat all of them anyways.
However there's is one that I never eat, the rum raisin.

I got to this huge argument with my friends where we yelling at each other because we were so frusterated. I stated that the rum raisin was the worst ever. But my friend said it was the best one.
We are not friends anymore.

Have you every noticed that when you talk to someone online, like skype, msn with audio, no video you start make gestures even thought the person you're talking actually to can't see you?

I was on skype with my dear friend Li, this evening and the audio was not great, but we could hear each other. at the end of the call I started waving to him.
I don't know why.
It's not like he would see me from Beijing.
and the webcam was off.
I know, I'm weird.

As I mentioned before my plan was to go back home to Gothenburg after my exam to relax and my friend had an awesome Halloween party that I had to attend to. But as you might know plans are there to be ruined.
So I spent my Halloween in Lund, completing my applications for exchangestudies Autumn 2011-Spring 2012.
I'm still doing it.
It's been 3 days now.
Still not done.
But soon.
Although Friday, I took the day off to visit a friend in Landskrona.
You know the place?
one of the most racist place in Skåne.
But I had a really good time.

So this was my weekend:

Just hoping that I'll get nominated.
I've heard good grades are one condition.
Then I'm screwed.
But thanks to William, who sat on Skype with me the whole day to help me with my Statement of Purpose.
Thank you!

Here are some photos from my insane study-for-the-dreadful-exam-days. It went a little too far this time. Somewhere between insanity and physical pain. I felt some weird stuff in my chest. Not warm and bubbly - the thing you people call love, instead buring and aching. Insane part, I will come to that, check out the pics.

Guess how many Energydrinks I consumed, I'll give you a clue, these two weren't the only ones.

Now to the insane part. I decided to take a 15 min break and do some manicure, you know do some creative stuff for relaxation. However I already have 2 months old nailpolish, because I find it sexy with flaking off nailpolish on my nails and it irritates my mum to death (she thinks I look like a prostitute). But I realized that I was out of cottonpads for the nailremover. I don't know how I could run out. Cottonpads are my life.
Anyhow, instead of breaking down I thought that TP was out of the question, it will cruble and be a mess so I came up with the brilliant idea to use a tampon.

Epic Fail.
But I manange somehow to get it off. And I did some creative stuff with different colours and patterns. But to the later problem. I'm very restless and impatiant person. Not a good characteristics when you do manicure, I'll tell you that.
Looks even worse now, the flaking off has been developed to scattering. I donno if this makes any sense, but lets just say that my nails looks like the bluemangroup and their siblings, the rainbowgroup (double rainbow all the way :) has been fornecating with eachother - messy, gross and illegal.

So I've done one thing on my checklist, THE EXAM, dam dam da!
What can I say?
It didn't go so well, to frase it gently.
But I hope that I passed.

Number two (lol, check the title), now I only to my applications for exchangestudies to get done. I decided to apply to University of California firstly, then Korea, Singapore and Hongkong.
The guestion now is do I want to stay for one or two semesters in Korea?

 

I also uploaded another video,

here it is.

I recently got very afraid.
I swore that I would never start doing that.
I teased and made fun of those who did.
I had heated arguments with my best friends telling them they were stupid.
I said to them that they were immature, childish and couldn't express themselfs like other grownups do, say with WORDS.
But it has now come to an end.
I am one of them.
I have started to make SMILEYS.
;P

Making a studyplan for my application for exchange studies. I'm applying to UCLA, UC Berkeley, UCSD (?), University of Korea, University of Hongkong .....
I'm so happy right now!

Pic from flickr

I just read this article, then my friend showed me the English version.
which made much more sence. I though it was about libral leftwing-women, but I was wrong - sorry.
Anyways, I just had some thoughts about my life lately, turing 25 and so...not depressing at all.
I'm not comfortable with the words: Leftover Woman.
To me it just sounds offensive and insulting, at least that's my opinion.
I would much rather prefer: Woman-who's-not-yet-found-a-partner-but-lives-happily-and-can-definitily-imagine-her-life-with-or-without-partner-really-doesn't-matter-as-long-as-she-is-satisfied-with-herself-and-her-life.
All those tv-shows, such as sex and the city, lipstick jungle, cashmere mafia and so on (those where the only ones that came to mind, I'm sure there are  plenty more of where that came from), have made an impact on single women. Forget about the sex, career, drama, guys in the shows and think of how it changed single women. Now single women don't have to be seen as a leftover woman. Also female friendship is also something nice that came out of those shows.

Maybe people might get intimedated by these power puff chicks and it also be a bit over the top from the other side, but if it works for them, why not?

my bike is stolen...
Life sucks.

I thought a lot about it. I sat here at work and tried to visualize myself in 5 years from now and the thing that poped out was, OMG I will be 30 then!
But for real. I don't know.
All I know is that I want to be happy with my self and staying true to the person I am.
Career, location - those concret stuff are alwasy changing.
But the core will stay the same.

Very deep, I must say.
I will be funny and flimsy too.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

One thing that I’ve learned to hate is that Calibri is the new standard font in Microsoft Word. Every time I open a new document, it reminds me how much I hate it. It’s teasing me. I start to write two words and it haunts me. The words at the screen look at me and mock me. I always have to change the font to Times New Roman SIZE 12, don’t even get me started about the font size that has changed to, believe it or not, 11!

Because I use Word daily, school work, personal stuff  - sometimes just to check spelling, grammar or synonyms. I open a document about 2-5 times a day and 2-5 times a day I get frustrated and have to calm myself down so I won’t throw out my computer through the window.
It’s pretty bad.
It’s getting worse.
First it was kind of strange but I dealt with it.
Sort of:
Wow, a new font, it looks different (still happy).
But now:
(opens Word, starts typing…) What the freak? Not again! Calibri freakin size 11?! Are you kidding me?! Every freakin time, it’s like this! You’ll never change! Haven’t I begged you to change, just for once do what I want? But no! You always have to do it your way! I sick of it. I’m sick and tired of you, always doing your thing and I have to change.

I think I'm....
yep...
my throat is sore
I sneeze
I caugh
is it hot in here?
I'm freezing.
....I have a cold.

I got an offer to buy an iPhone 3, from a friend, should I buy it?

I've started to read the newspaper*.

 

*My friends think I'm insane beacuse
I never read any newpapers,
watch the news or has general
all-round knowledge/education.
They say it's pretty ironic beacuse
I study Media and Communications.

I have a huge problem.
No, I don't.
But is irritating.
I've watched 3/4 of My boyfriend is type B, a kinda lame korean movie, but I like it.
BUT the last 1/4 has no subtitle in English.
I don't know any Korean and I googled for subtitles but I can't find the CD 2's subtitles anywhere.
Is there anybody out there who knows where to find or has it?

How can my life go on now?
Will they ever argue more and break up?
Will he stop being a jerk?
Will it be an happy ending...(insert inappropriate joke)?
WHY, God oh, why?!
How could you do this to me?
Why can't I finish this lovely movie?
Why doesn't anything makes sense?

Please help me.

Personally, I think it's not my cup of tea, but maybe someone out there who finds it awesome. This is my friend's blog and video. He's really in to dieting and nutrition. Take a look at this video he made:

*Update, he redid it and posted new ones so check them out.

Here is his blogg:

http://lchfwilliam.blogspot.com/ and his channel

Lately I had a lot of friends of mine consulting me about relationships. It's pretty much the same - pain. Great pain when it ends. All I can do is relate and apply with my own experience and all I can say is, time. All you can do is give it time. Dwell is also a good idea.

One of my friends said to me "You must be sick of me, I always complain about boys. You have real problems with your seach, but all I do is dwell about stupid love stuff."
I said to her that her problems are equal to mine, just because it's about boys doesn't make it any less worthy. Problems are problems no matter what they're about because they matter to you.

But I can understand her point.

Sorry I've been MIA, I'm in Gothenburg for a long weekend.

Woke up and remembered last night what I did. so embarressed.
But take a look at this:

...so tired of this...

I just sat for 1 hour and wrote a fan mail to WFP. I feel like I'm elven again and writing to Nick Carter declaring my love for him. Although it wasn't like that. More of a Hi-you-guys-are-awesome-keep-up-the-good-work-inspiring-people-trying-to-get-Asians-in-to-mainstream-media kind of a thing.

I am certain that I won't get a reply, but supporting them might make them going on with their work.

...the weekend was fun. Pictures are not always good to share. I haven't even looked at them. It wasn't bad, not like those parties that gets out of control, coz obviously go to those parties, but a lot of people and lots of drinks, 10 drinks actually, 10 different types of alcohol. Yep, that's how we roll, we Swedes.

No, on a serious note, I had a lot of fun, a lot of people came out and I will post some pics if I find non-blurry ones.

I have nothing fun to say,
except it's weekend!
for all those guys who will party like a Rockstar, chillax, have fun with friends and family,
good for you.
me, I have my individual paper to do
and on top of that my corridor is having a party, know as Tour de Chambre.

yeah, I made this, don't need to tell me it's awesome, couse c'mon. I made it.

anyways, do you know what kind of ritual this is?
we do this to "pledge" the newcomers and to get to know each other, but in a non-creepy way.
We go through every room (13) and there's a drink for everyone and a theme/game and then continue to next room.
Yes, I've done the math, 13 drinks. Well, actually 10, coz not everyone's attending.
So this weekend will be interesting.
Lots of studying and drinking.
at least I can be one of those cool people who every monday say "dude, I was so wasted this weekend".

Now I will continue work (I'm working at the library this evening and tomorrow) and watch WFW.