I do not kid
I know I always joke around and pretty much everything I say is ironic, sarcastic or not serious, at all.
But this post I want to be a bit honest and serious.
For real.
There are certain people in this world that are important to me.
They are always there for me, supporting me, helping out with stuff that challenges me.
You know who you are.
One of them is reading this blog so I hopw that he gets that it him I am talking about. We had a rough patch but now we are better friends than ever. He has a certain diet that I find interesting and lives in Europe.
The other one is probably not reading this blog, just sometimes. He lives across the street and is a dear friend.
Another person, who I haven't seen for almost one year, due to geographical distance. He lives on the other side of the world. I miss you.
Just so you guys know.
But this post I want to be a bit honest and serious.
For real.
There are certain people in this world that are important to me.
They are always there for me, supporting me, helping out with stuff that challenges me.
You know who you are.
One of them is reading this blog so I hopw that he gets that it him I am talking about. We had a rough patch but now we are better friends than ever. He has a certain diet that I find interesting and lives in Europe.
The other one is probably not reading this blog, just sometimes. He lives across the street and is a dear friend.
Another person, who I haven't seen for almost one year, due to geographical distance. He lives on the other side of the world. I miss you.
Just so you guys know.
Soon to be international fob
I don't even know what that means, I think she meant well. I know so.
ps. got VG, baby on my exam that I redid last friday! Amsterdam is getting closer....
*That means that I'm going to UCLA,
my mum pronounce it like that in Swedish, UKLA.
It's not settled yet,
I got nominated to University of California,
which means that I might go
depending on my compleation of my application.
my mum pronounce it like that in Swedish, UKLA.
It's not settled yet,
I got nominated to University of California,
which means that I might go
depending on my compleation of my application.
I hate early mornings
luckily I have a reason to wake up every morning.
one of those days
but I'll manage.
at least I got some good coffee.
christmas greetings
and I don't even like gingerbread.
just sometimes.
at school
My favourite quote
"...eat ice cream and skip."
/wong fu productions.
haha, funny story, when I wrote this I first wrote "eace". yeah, eace cream is spelled like that. ok, not so funny story.
/wong fu productions.
haha, funny story, when I wrote this I first wrote "eace". yeah, eace cream is spelled like that. ok, not so funny story.
Say my name, biatch!
You know when there are roll calls and they start in alphabetical order, I always get called last coz my surname starts with the 20th letter. So there are a lot of names before me. During that timeset I always get stressed, worried and nervous that I won't get called. That they made a mistake and when they ask if there was someone missing from the list I will say yes and they will say, mohahahaha, no you were not called because you don't belong here!
Yes, that kind of stuff goes around in my head. Especially when it comes to important stuff, like when you start a new class/course or when you're at your introduction meeting. The reason why I bring this up is beacause I was at a very important meeting this week and I almost shit my pants when they started calling people. I was so afraid that they wouldn't call my name, that it all had been a mistake, a joke for prove that I don't get my dreams and failure is in my future. yeah, I have great confidence.
but luckily I was called. and now my dreams might come true. I don't want to say too much, considering there are some things that needs to be done first before I know for sure. But all I can say, for those who have read this blog, you all know that I had the weekend from hell making applications... I found out that I got nominated to my first choice.... YEAH!!!! BABY!!!!!I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, that kind of stuff goes around in my head. Especially when it comes to important stuff, like when you start a new class/course or when you're at your introduction meeting. The reason why I bring this up is beacause I was at a very important meeting this week and I almost shit my pants when they started calling people. I was so afraid that they wouldn't call my name, that it all had been a mistake, a joke for prove that I don't get my dreams and failure is in my future. yeah, I have great confidence.
but luckily I was called. and now my dreams might come true. I don't want to say too much, considering there are some things that needs to be done first before I know for sure. But all I can say, for those who have read this blog, you all know that I had the weekend from hell making applications... I found out that I got nominated to my first choice.... YEAH!!!! BABY!!!!!I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!
AWOL
ok, I'm back.
sorta.
not really.
but kinda.
fine, I'm back, indefinitely.
Speaking of nothing, don't you hate those people who does not put the cap back on the bottle?
I mean it's totally fine if its a lid on the peanutbutter jar, but when it comes to carbonic acid, I get a bit frustrated when people does not put it back on. Hello, do you want to drink it soda without the bubbles? Let's drink lemonade instead then, coz what qualifies it as a soft drink is the carbonic acid and if you don't put the cap back on it will turn in to a flat, boring, weird tasting drink and it loses the point of being a soda.
Yeah, you know what I'm sayin?
sorta.
not really.
but kinda.
fine, I'm back, indefinitely.
Speaking of nothing, don't you hate those people who does not put the cap back on the bottle?
I mean it's totally fine if its a lid on the peanutbutter jar, but when it comes to carbonic acid, I get a bit frustrated when people does not put it back on. Hello, do you want to drink it soda without the bubbles? Let's drink lemonade instead then, coz what qualifies it as a soft drink is the carbonic acid and if you don't put the cap back on it will turn in to a flat, boring, weird tasting drink and it loses the point of being a soda.
Yeah, you know what I'm sayin?
when I tok this picture I was watching something on the computer, but now I can't recall what it was. Yeah, goldfish memory sucks. however now I getting annoyed coz I can't remember, but it looks like I'm watching some sort of picture or moving frame, surveillance footage? why would I look at that? well, I'm a stalker, I stalk. I think I'm watching cougar town, but I'm not sure.
I love those afternoon naps
Scribbling and Coping
I might go MIA
So if you want to keep in touch with me
- you guys who knows me, who I am, you know my emailadress.
- For those who been reading and don't know me in person, drop me a line, I'm not scary at all. In fact I'm pretty nice person and would love to stay in touch. My email adress is right over there <----- you see the profile pic of me? then there's a short text about me and if you read it all, it says "Contact: [email protected]", so now you know what to do.
My life is so awsome!
It's now 10.39 pm.
I just got back home from this awesome party my friends organized.
Lots of cute guys (well not, coz I have yellow fever, but for the sake of argumet, let say it was).
Nice beverges.
Great friends.
I am now at home.
why? you might wonder.
Yes, why?
Why leave an awesome party with potential hook ups (come on, I'm a Asian chick with a low threshold for alcohol, very single, a bit odd in a corky yet lovable, endearing and charming way, who wouldn't want to hit that? probably not one reasonable guy in the entire world), my closest friends and where the apple juice is flowing?
Well, my dearest, beacuse I'm LAME!
I prioritize waking up, without a hangover, tomorrow at 8 am and go to the library to study so I will pass my exams.
Now I will fall alseep wacthing Gilmore Girls.
Good Night!
I just got back home from this awesome party my friends organized.
Lots of cute guys (well not, coz I have yellow fever, but for the sake of argumet, let say it was).
Nice beverges.
Great friends.
I am now at home.
why? you might wonder.
Yes, why?
Why leave an awesome party with potential hook ups (come on, I'm a Asian chick with a low threshold for alcohol, very single, a bit odd in a corky yet lovable, endearing and charming way, who wouldn't want to hit that? probably not one reasonable guy in the entire world), my closest friends and where the apple juice is flowing?
Well, my dearest, beacuse I'm LAME!
I prioritize waking up, without a hangover, tomorrow at 8 am and go to the library to study so I will pass my exams.
Now I will fall alseep wacthing Gilmore Girls.
Good Night!
Boobies?
you know that Pussycat dolls song, when I grow up?
I don't know when it was popular, november 2009?
Today I found out that Iäve been singing the wrong lyrics for 1 year.
I thought the lyrics was:
I wanna have boobies
the lyrics is:
I wanna have groupies
yeah, I feel pretty stupid.
I don't know when it was popular, november 2009?
Today I found out that Iäve been singing the wrong lyrics for 1 year.
I thought the lyrics was:
I wanna have boobies
the lyrics is:
I wanna have groupies
yeah, I feel pretty stupid.
My new boyfriend
My alter ego
No, I'm not sure.
oh my guard - fishy
I'm insane!
well, ya'll probably knew that.
this is a new type of insanity.
guess what I said a minute ago?
figuratively speaking, don't guess, I will tell you.
I'm at work right now.
and a student was looking for a book, didn't know which shelf it was.
I looked it up, saw that it was at the FE-shelf which means Företagsekonomi=Business Administration.
I said: It's at F-E shelf - Fish Economics-shelf.
In my mind it made sence. Normal people would say names like, Fredrick Eric Shelf, but of course I had to say the most weird thing ever.
He looked at me as he couldn't decide if I was joking or insane.
Later when came back I decided not to explain, it would make me look even more stupid.
I knew that I was a bit weird, but this just brings me up to a whole new level.
I always joked around that I'm different, but now I realized how different I really am.
And it's not that fun.
well, ya'll probably knew that.
this is a new type of insanity.
guess what I said a minute ago?
figuratively speaking, don't guess, I will tell you.
I'm at work right now.
and a student was looking for a book, didn't know which shelf it was.
I looked it up, saw that it was at the FE-shelf which means Företagsekonomi=Business Administration.
I said: It's at F-E shelf - Fish Economics-shelf.
In my mind it made sence. Normal people would say names like, Fredrick Eric Shelf, but of course I had to say the most weird thing ever.
He looked at me as he couldn't decide if I was joking or insane.
Later when came back I decided not to explain, it would make me look even more stupid.
I knew that I was a bit weird, but this just brings me up to a whole new level.
I always joked around that I'm different, but now I realized how different I really am.
And it's not that fun.
Memory like a goldfish
Almost like this, but worse.
I don't know why, but I can't remember anything what so ever.
It's been like this for a long time.
Ever since I was 18 or 20.
I don't remember stuff unless I repeate it 20 times or someone reminds me about it 30 times.
I don't know how to change that.
I don't know why, but I can't remember anything what so ever.
It's been like this for a long time.
Ever since I was 18 or 20.
I don't remember stuff unless I repeate it 20 times or someone reminds me about it 30 times.
I don't know how to change that.
maybe this says something about my state of mind
I've started drinking coffee again.
Shell we?
Foamy
Look what I found
my dear friend Leonie
pic taken from
my old apartment
in Gothenburg
a clockwork orange
Photographer: acjjt
Model: Kimmy
I read this today
Koreans love the whole “boy meets girl, girl gets cancer and dies”
Life's a bitch...
...and then you'll die.
Bad news coming up.
shit, I hate this...
Bad news coming up.
shit, I hate this...
Perfect ending on a perfect day
I've come to the conclusion that mud wresteling is not my forte.I wish I had this awesome story how I was dragged into this club, by the mafia and I had to win a mud wresteling fight to save the captain awesome.
But this is my life.
I never get dragged into that kind of club.
How I got mud all over my shoes, socks, feet, pants, jacket, hands and face?
You know, one of those days.
Stick a fork in me - I'm rare medium
Finally, the day has come.
When it all comes to an end...but it doesn't.
I was at Byrålogen today to hand in my applications for exchangestudies.
I woke up really early (6.30 am) to see my student coordinator so she could sign my applications.
Ran to my class.
Started a new course.
Realized we have so many things to do this course, it all started to day - not a slow start at all.
Had lunch with my group discussing the first project.
Went to the next class.
Handed in my applications.
Went to work.
Requested the course litterature.
Took care of some administrative things like, contacted my landlord for renting out my room next semester, contacted CSN about my studyloans for next semester.
Now I'm at work trying to calm myself down after everything.
I still have som stuff to do.
I need to write a contract between me and the girl who's renting my room.
And study.
And prepare myself for two important meetings scheduled for tomorrow.
And eat dinner.
What should I eat?
No rest, no sleep.
Getting used to sleeping 4 hours/night.
