Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Sitting at work. Everyone has left the building.
I'm still in Lund.
Listening to Judy Garland and imagine myself being in one of those sad Christmas movies where everyone else is having a merry Christmas except me who's sitting alone at the Library.
Alone.
Wishing to go home for Christmas.
I still have classes.
Tomorrow is my last day at school and also at work this year.
Feels pretty good though I wish I could have gone back home earlier.
I will come home the 22nd and do all the Christmas shopping and preparations the 23rd and try to get some freakin Christmas spirit.
Hah! Lucky you! I would kill for some loneliness and Judy Garland. Instead I am surrounded by people. People! AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
People can be nice sometimes. Joel came to visit me, so I wasn't totally alone. And then I ran into Ervis and Elin. But now I'm alone again. Naturally.
So jealous. You don't know how lucky you are. People talk and look at me. Look at me! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
F* those people who have the nerve to talk to you. And look. Shame on them.
