@cjjt

Lately I've been a bit cantankerous.
Let's be honest, I've been a bitch.
Today I snapped at my mother.
My dear, loving mother
I called back after a few minutes and apologized.
I also yelled at one of my friends yesterday.
I think I apologized.
Did I?
Hopefully.

So I will turn around my attitude and be happy and jolly like a freakin cheerleader.
I will be so annoyingly happy that you will wish that I will die.

no, not really.
but when God gives you cookies, you dip them in milk and eat them.
you don't through them back at the sky and bitch and moan about it.
Bu freakin hu, I feel so sorry for myself. I get to work hard to prove that I will get what I deserve.
no, no more of that.
I will be happy and not stressed or grumpy.
now shut up and eat your freakin cookie.